finding a missing word in my vocabulary..

Every time i starve to write i had to swim a desert..
my thoughts devastate, try to catch the bird of dreams..
while looking to frame a sentence, lose a word to craft my thoughts
Identical to story of life, passing through milestones to my true calling..
writing my story the word skips that completes that sentence..
thereon i look for words that marry my thoughts..
convincing myself its fortunate to be this way 
like a word travels his destined journey to get framed,
i wander finding that missing word in my vocabulary.. :)